Tossin Bottles

Man, I dont give a fuck, I'm poor and down on my luck. I'm ballin on a budget so forget the Kendall jackson more like 2 buck chuck for me. I'm living like I got a fatal disease. Trying to fit everything into one day but I aint scurred. smoke in my lungs dreams and visions in my eyes. Maybe if i died someone might say something nice about me. But I don't worry bout that, me myself and i enjoy each others company. Hear the sub, am i speaking clearly. Here yee, here yee, little foggy yes the visionz blurry. sometimes the good and the bad get blurred. I don't know who it was that you preferred. But I showed up and they flocked like a herd, bunch of bunnies. I"m like a bear looking for honeys. Jump in front of me dont you dare. I'm hungry as fuck. Never cut in front of me when I'm in the buffet homey.

In this game it's like you combined the tortoise and the hare. But im gettin old like clinton portis. Pretty soon I'll be suffering from shortness of breath. I'm a breath of fresh air. I'm in a zone. even though my own behavior I cant condone. Maybe I would have been better off if I wasn't raised in the jungle all alone. No love, no hugs, liquor store playin dig dug. Lucky i didn't get plugged. Maybe fucked. I can honestly say my bitch mom she sucked. this day once and for all I'm gonna move on. Never be one that refuses to let go and can't move on. Holding on to those bad memories like a college kid or me holding on to the bong. As soon as I'm done here I might as well just be gone.

My ideas so trippy, always use skippy, playing board games with the kids but im a little tipsy. A cocktail and a smoke always helps me cope. These dreams more like nightmares. I cant imagine, I'll shoot my way out before they try to put the gavel down put me in the slammer. I'm already living in hell add to it people trying to get in my ass I'd rather ok I can get candid. It's not my fault what my mind did. Growing up with one life to live, I'll never be taken alive but hopefully I won't need to stay grinding. I just wish people could treat me kindly. I aint got nothing but love for all of you. But seems like life is getting crazy people are living violently. Make the decision with me. Let's move on from the bad memories and take one step forward to eternity!