Cold World

Ill never forget her so I had to leave her. Fuck that ill never let a woman know I need her. I'm too damaged for all of that I'm taking a vacation distant living in Belize. I miss the Cali green the palm trees. I'm tired of listening to these. Why do I make myself feel like I'm not ready to take on this belief. I know the pressure and the burden is about to be mine. If I turn my back and change my mind I won't only be the problem continue to be inadequate and all the rest will have to play the victims. And wait for someone else to realize its could be their time. I only got one wish when I leave I hope it's an abyss. I don't know if I can handle hearing about how I mishandled didn't understand simple bits, it's all data. My seismic gaffe could affect the planet. Live your life I don't care how you spend it. When I come to play I come to win it but I don't want to be the only one enjoying the spoils. Whatever the game whether it be poker and I'm Doyle playing with Hoyle. Or Milton bradly and I'm the man on the horse buying up all the property, I barely realized I've got enough to buy Baltic. I'm a simple man from the gutter. I don't need boardwalk I'd rather trade it for 4 railroads, I need a way to transport and I never liked New York.