Roast some smores (poetry)

I'll be present till Santa comes down the chimney. I discover points of tension And then provide stress relief. I'm a troubleshooter of some sorts sometimes I mop up wet floors, provide mag locks to highly sensitive doors. Then I go roast some s'mores. I love hearing my kids say "daddy can I have some more. I design solutions that help you unwind. You can't rewind time so you better go buy my system while you still have time. Infinite security is what I'm trying to propose. Don't leave your assets exposed. Don't you ever trust no hoes. I keep my hoes in the garden. I beg your pardon. I'll never get arrested so I'll never have to ask for a pardon. I walk through life never no reason to tip toe. But no problems I be starting. Why is it that all the crazy chicks that want to fuck my bros are the chicks that i adore and propose. Why did i trust em? I've won the game bitch cause you can't trust them hoes.

Dink and I dunk

All ya gotta do is put alcohol in front of a drunk. I want to get krunked. Gfunk till I die cause everything else I flunked. Mostly I got punked. I believe it's because I worked with too many punks. Stank like some skunks. Why do people try to take advantage of others to quench their desires, eventually theyre fucked! When you speak to me say sire. I'm retired, free to do what I when I want. I treated this life like a slam dunk. Like rich Gannon I dink and dunk. Passin all y'all in one of my inventions. Im always pumped, dont get pimped. Always think, never just jump. To belittle you would not be one of my intentions. O course I be big pimpin. Look at my junk, i mean i got some junk no a trunk with some junk. But that's how it's always been. It's just that today more problems i be solvin. Most of the time these problems are solved by this thing I'm twisting. You'll never outsmart me what the fuck were you thinking? I'm the HNIC in this twisted environment you see, the constant instability. the inability to be constant Is my specialty. I'm almost immune to everything you got. Or have ever seen. I had to one up charlie sheen. There were too many men so i added two and a half times more women. was big ballin when you were not. Life has always been a constant struggle once again for alot it was not. Some have lakes others have puddles. don't know what I'm trying to say where's my silly smokes, no need for long meetings just some quick huddles. my rum and coke my ice is melting. Where's my luggage another couple meetings I gotta juggle. Where are the trees in this concrete jungle. I can't have them for free a few palms I'm gonna smuggle.

Say no to Racism

It's my belief that if you don't stand for anything you might as well not exist at all. I try to have some integrity so I need to practice what I preach. Like a lot of others started this life from humble beginnings. I could be accused of a lot of things but one belief I've always had even if it was not common around me was unity. I have never judged a man by the color of his skin but instead I look at the content of a man's character. A courageous man once said that and was murdered for that belief. I don't care what color you are I only ask that you treat me the way I treat you and that you're in this journey called life to help our kind achieve peace and unity. I've already lost some of you and if I have that's fine ignore this and go read some other post about things that don't really have any significance in reality. If you disagree with me that's fine too. BUT, if you are racist and look at people of different color as lower than you please delete me from your life all together. I don't wish to associate with anyone at all that has hate in their heart. I am outspoken and I always have been and probably always will be. But I stand for something and that is love. I love so many people and so many people love me that I don't need people that hate. I have many family and friends who are gay, straight, every color, and while I might not share these traits and I might not agree with everything they do it is not my job to judge. I can have an opinion just like anyone else but the moment I condemn them I have lost focus of why I am here. I live in Orange County, CA and there is so much racism here it's sickening. I hear the jokes and comments all the time and I've grown tired of debating with these people but I will continue to do it till I'm dead! Like I said feel free to delete me from your life I embrace that.

Tear em up

Things are getting crazy people are too excited. I hope the madness has subsided. I'm slowly thinking of the past and in the future me and everything else have collided. From the best I am not a part of. From the nucleus i am divided. A cataclysmic,oc activity I have collided. The hydrogen collider is spinning. Leaving while I'm ahead is tempting. Your girl And a drink and a beer double fisting. What good does it do to wish on the past, better to be the future to put all your energy rotting!

Cold World

Ill never forget her so I had to leave her. Fuck that ill never let a woman know I need her. I'm too damaged for all of that I'm taking a vacation distant living in Belize. I miss the Cali green the palm trees. I'm tired of listening to these. Why do I make myself feel like I'm not ready to take on this belief. I know the pressure and the burden is about to be mine. If I turn my back and change my mind I won't only be the problem continue to be inadequate and all the rest will have to play the victims. And wait for someone else to realize its could be their time. I only got one wish when I leave I hope it's an abyss. I don't know if I can handle hearing about how I mishandled didn't understand simple bits, it's all data. My seismic gaffe could affect the planet. Live your life I don't care how you spend it. When I come to play I come to win it but I don't want to be the only one enjoying the spoils. Whatever the game whether it be poker and I'm Doyle playing with Hoyle. Or Milton bradly and I'm the man on the horse buying up all the property, I barely realized I've got enough to buy Baltic. I'm a simple man from the gutter. I don't need boardwalk I'd rather trade it for 4 railroads, I need a way to transport and I never liked New York.

Breaking Bread

I don't give a damn what you think of me I went to Raised in the streets university. I don't have a plan I'm learning as I go you see. Ill never satisfy you adequately. But I guarantee when this is released you might say whatever you want. But what you won't be saying is he went quietly. I don't own no guns but i made this place my home. Riding these Cali streets puffing on a padron, sipping patron. I rock this like I wrote the script for this life we live. I'm in a zone. Couldn't pick a better time to be Holding my own. Real ass homies I'm feeling like I'm almost all alone. The time to adhere and be a role model a steer. Most people scattered any responsibility for this and they work hard to steer clear. I don't know if its fear reluctance to spend the rest of eternity owned. We ain't nothing but energy well I guess some of us are barely that I suppose. Positive or negative we hide behind our clothes. Doesn't matter what you know, perception has taken over the views you actually hold.

Tossin Bottles

Man, I dont give a fuck, I'm poor and down on my luck. I'm ballin on a budget so forget the Kendall jackson more like 2 buck chuck for me. I'm living like I got a fatal disease. Trying to fit everything into one day but I aint scurred. smoke in my lungs dreams and visions in my eyes. Maybe if i died someone might say something nice about me. But I don't worry bout that, me myself and i enjoy each others company. Hear the sub, am i speaking clearly. Here yee, here yee, little foggy yes the visionz blurry. sometimes the good and the bad get blurred. I don't know who it was that you preferred. But I showed up and they flocked like a herd, bunch of bunnies. I"m like a bear looking for honeys. Jump in front of me dont you dare. I'm hungry as fuck. Never cut in front of me when I'm in the buffet homey.

In this game it's like you combined the tortoise and the hare. But im gettin old like clinton portis. Pretty soon I'll be suffering from shortness of breath. I'm a breath of fresh air. I'm in a zone. even though my own behavior I cant condone. Maybe I would have been better off if I wasn't raised in the jungle all alone. No love, no hugs, liquor store playin dig dug. Lucky i didn't get plugged. Maybe fucked. I can honestly say my bitch mom she sucked. this day once and for all I'm gonna move on. Never be one that refuses to let go and can't move on. Holding on to those bad memories like a college kid or me holding on to the bong. As soon as I'm done here I might as well just be gone.

My ideas so trippy, always use skippy, playing board games with the kids but im a little tipsy. A cocktail and a smoke always helps me cope. These dreams more like nightmares. I cant imagine, I'll shoot my way out before they try to put the gavel down put me in the slammer. I'm already living in hell add to it people trying to get in my ass I'd rather ok I can get candid. It's not my fault what my mind did. Growing up with one life to live, I'll never be taken alive but hopefully I won't need to stay grinding. I just wish people could treat me kindly. I aint got nothing but love for all of you. But seems like life is getting crazy people are living violently. Make the decision with me. Let's move on from the bad memories and take one step forward to eternity!