Tear em up

Things are getting crazy people are too excited. I hope the madness has subsided. I'm slowly thinking of the past and in the future me and everything else have collided. From the best I am not a part of. From the nucleus i am divided. A cataclysmic,oc activity I have collided. The hydrogen collider is spinning. Leaving while I'm ahead is tempting. Your girl And a drink and a beer double fisting. What good does it do to wish on the past, better to be the future to put all your energy rotting!

Cold World

Ill never forget her so I had to leave her. Fuck that ill never let a woman know I need her. I'm too damaged for all of that I'm taking a vacation distant living in Belize. I miss the Cali green the palm trees. I'm tired of listening to these. Why do I make myself feel like I'm not ready to take on this belief. I know the pressure and the burden is about to be mine. If I turn my back and change my mind I won't only be the problem continue to be inadequate and all the rest will have to play the victims. And wait for someone else to realize its could be their time. I only got one wish when I leave I hope it's an abyss. I don't know if I can handle hearing about how I mishandled didn't understand simple bits, it's all data. My seismic gaffe could affect the planet. Live your life I don't care how you spend it. When I come to play I come to win it but I don't want to be the only one enjoying the spoils. Whatever the game whether it be poker and I'm Doyle playing with Hoyle. Or Milton bradly and I'm the man on the horse buying up all the property, I barely realized I've got enough to buy Baltic. I'm a simple man from the gutter. I don't need boardwalk I'd rather trade it for 4 railroads, I need a way to transport and I never liked New York.

Breaking Bread

I don't give a damn what you think of me I went to Raised in the streets university. I don't have a plan I'm learning as I go you see. Ill never satisfy you adequately. But I guarantee when this is released you might say whatever you want. But what you won't be saying is he went quietly. I don't own no guns but i made this place my home. Riding these Cali streets puffing on a padron, sipping patron. I rock this like I wrote the script for this life we live. I'm in a zone. Couldn't pick a better time to be Holding my own. Real ass homies I'm feeling like I'm almost all alone. The time to adhere and be a role model a steer. Most people scattered any responsibility for this and they work hard to steer clear. I don't know if its fear reluctance to spend the rest of eternity owned. We ain't nothing but energy well I guess some of us are barely that I suppose. Positive or negative we hide behind our clothes. Doesn't matter what you know, perception has taken over the views you actually hold.

Tossin Bottles

Man, I dont give a fuck, I'm poor and down on my luck. I'm ballin on a budget so forget the Kendall jackson more like 2 buck chuck for me. I'm living like I got a fatal disease. Trying to fit everything into one day but I aint scurred. smoke in my lungs dreams and visions in my eyes. Maybe if i died someone might say something nice about me. But I don't worry bout that, me myself and i enjoy each others company. Hear the sub, am i speaking clearly. Here yee, here yee, little foggy yes the visionz blurry. sometimes the good and the bad get blurred. I don't know who it was that you preferred. But I showed up and they flocked like a herd, bunch of bunnies. I"m like a bear looking for honeys. Jump in front of me dont you dare. I'm hungry as fuck. Never cut in front of me when I'm in the buffet homey.

In this game it's like you combined the tortoise and the hare. But im gettin old like clinton portis. Pretty soon I'll be suffering from shortness of breath. I'm a breath of fresh air. I'm in a zone. even though my own behavior I cant condone. Maybe I would have been better off if I wasn't raised in the jungle all alone. No love, no hugs, liquor store playin dig dug. Lucky i didn't get plugged. Maybe fucked. I can honestly say my bitch mom she sucked. this day once and for all I'm gonna move on. Never be one that refuses to let go and can't move on. Holding on to those bad memories like a college kid or me holding on to the bong. As soon as I'm done here I might as well just be gone.

My ideas so trippy, always use skippy, playing board games with the kids but im a little tipsy. A cocktail and a smoke always helps me cope. These dreams more like nightmares. I cant imagine, I'll shoot my way out before they try to put the gavel down put me in the slammer. I'm already living in hell add to it people trying to get in my ass I'd rather ok I can get candid. It's not my fault what my mind did. Growing up with one life to live, I'll never be taken alive but hopefully I won't need to stay grinding. I just wish people could treat me kindly. I aint got nothing but love for all of you. But seems like life is getting crazy people are living violently. Make the decision with me. Let's move on from the bad memories and take one step forward to eternity!

Cain and Abel

Some of us Are Cain others of us abel. Im barely able to be a part of This society we live in is fake like a fable. I'm a bust out my stable. Sometimes I want to disconnect myself like unplugging the network cable. Some people are still running cat 5. I'm already passed fibre. I want to bring us back to reality with every fiber of my being. Maybe I'm seeing things as too simple. Ill never kill nobody but sometimes my anger. This passion that burns within might causees me danger. I got no ill will towards nobody. I can't expect anything from none of you so I should expect to be treated the way you treat me like your a capitalist and I'm a way for you to make some money.

One Nation

One nation, indivisible. Got so much game should be criminal. If u hate on me thats understandable. But dont expect me to stop cause my desires insatiable. If this were the law id be the constable. Baddest horse ever to come out the stables. Like charles barkley says thats turrabul. Im the head master of this institution. Fuck being principal im the the chancellor. Sometimes you have to jump so u dont fall off the wagon. Jumped cause i heard a shot fell cause my foot got stuck but always one step ahead never draggin, everything happened as its supposed to but not always the way i planned it. ill never be the smartest on the planet. I dont have to force the issue i Kind of just let it happen. Not only a doctor but also a patient in this establishment. i aint talking about fake shit and not talking about faking it. Im talking about storming the castle and taking it. I might not still be a driver but im still in the game driving, installing, amd removing programming designing the platform. How do i get some service up in this bitch. Im not a founder of this game but ill help reshape it.

Flux capacitor

The flux capacitor has ceased to function. No lift, we've lost our gumption. Ok weve lost and were sucking. If we were a vacuum we'd have no suction.I don't consider myself an obstruction. I have an objection if that's your belief. I don't bring a smith and Wesson. Peace is the object of my obsession. But I don't object if my view you're not sharing. I don't need no weapon. Your gray area I might be tempting. My mind keeps drifting. These bitches I keep pimping. In a battleship you'll never sink my destroyer. I'll meet you in the foyer. Wait that don't make sense. It's foiled my plan, fouled. I hope I don't get debouled if I do I might complain. I'm insane we knew that I'm deranged. I was sick before I stepped on the damn plane. Your leg I might mame, ok that's lame but your ladies leg my brother I can't comprehend the dark nights I would spend. We've already had our outs, the rest of our lives our friendship will mend. Come join my battle group, pick your ship. And this life as we know it, we will Defend till its END!