If I had the nerve

I almost posted the following on Facebook,,,,but I'm turning into a big coward these days. I keep seeing myself back away from society more and more every day. Just seems like madness these days. Am I wrong?

Im gonna rant real quick. Ignore if you'd like. I dont really care either way, well maybe I do. Anyways, life gets a little tiresome at times. Besides having to deal with new religion, new parents, and new money. I have to deal with people that have higher expectations of others than they do themselves. When did perception and being politically correct become reality? Have you met politicians, what you perceive does not mean fact. I want nothing to do with fake, plastic, or two faced. Anyone that knows me will account that what you see is what you get. Sorry to disapoint you. I can only be real. Im a pain in the ass sometimes and once in a while I'm worth it. Good news is you can move on and it does not even matter. If you dont agree with this just delete me I dont have a 100 and something friends in real life anyways. But most people will pretend their life is as happy as they portray it on Facebook. No doubt some of your lives are, I'll testify! All i really want to know is that this is not FakeBook.

Dependencies

Ok ok, listen to this please. I dont give a fuck about where or what damn city. There is not a lot of hope in any of these communities. I need to make a plea. Lets get up out of this mess, seriously. I aint got no subsidies and pretty soon no dependents G. Dont even have to ask cause i never get caught up in any chemical dependencies. There aint an agency out there not one! Im the original, been in since day one. You dont have to tell me about the streets cause ive slept on every single one. Go ahead and do your homework son, youll find out the credibility, the amount of time for eligibility. The paperworks all there. The parties arent all there and i think were missing a few teeth. But aint nothing dirty cause since i didnt use them as a child still dont have no bed sheets after i pass out from my last glass of hennessey

Good to see you all im glad your all here. Im about to get into something kind of like that gerbel did richard geres rear. My fear is insatiable. My blood pressure is high. Somethings about to explode. My mind is in auto pilot mode. Im either gonna get it done or die. I cant go one more day in this job, its just not gonna happen. Whether its rappin or disapear and go rafting. I cant live in this arrangement with society that ive been trapped in.There aint nothing wrong with it in particular except that from my desk i cant get in i can only see the ocean. I might as well be chained to a box! Do some more reports, whats the status of adam, tom and the rest of your direct reports. I know your all cohorts, hanging out in every port. Im smoking every night just tryin to cope.

Never be Capone (rough)

I'm by myself completely alone, on my own. The crisp air, puffing on a padron no despair, sipping patron, I'm in a zone. Never be al Capone, no worries Would never trade short term pleasure for long term pain.Life is already hell so why lock myself into a cell. Already too attached to my cell phone. Can't escape it all, need no want a second home. But you'll find me just like every other yuppie in Starbucks hot coffee what the fucks a scone? Obamas ordering drones? I'm not even paying attention. Almost drove through a obstruction ticketed for speeding in a construction zone. I'm half a poet and more like a depressing poem about the dos and donts about battling hoes. Buts that's just how it goes. Nobody knows, lying is only beneficial when the radius divided by the circumference of the size of your goals. Now your like ahh shit he knows. Let me take a second now he'll be bringing this for real but its always a game like the ones from nintendo or hasbro. I could be an asshole, but if I don't tell it like a story I'm too afraid about whoever tells you will be taking all the glory won't be telling it gently. And might even exaggerate the story you know how legends grow.

Tip your Waiter

Tip your cup tip your waiter, slap her butt, cant ignore her i aint no hater! I dont need no gators, i dont even own a gun. I dont give a fuck. What the fuck does it matter. Life is more like splatter, nothing fucking matters. Its over so fast tske a moment to tell all your loved ones they matter. For their sake i wish my wallet was fatter. For my wife that my belly was flatter. Its amazing that when your in need so called friends scatter. Got me pulling out my hair crazy faces like im the madd hatter. At any moment i can collapse like hank gathers. Might as well live it up like marshall mathers. Do dont interupt me while im speaking. Im ready to pull the trigger laying next to abraham lincoln, both are heads leaking. As soon as the ink hit the pad it was out my head and im glad. Cause if i dont corrext my actions now there might be short term happiness but the endings gonna be sad.





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To all the people that live or lived lives that we should abide im toastin. But to those who live to capitalize i hope you die of your greatest gift, poaching. My tipping point im approaching. We'll regret the day that it ended. Thinking we still had a voice even though we didnt. Even when we had a vote. Some choose to tote gats, others choose to act as if nothing happened. Continue to live this dream. But what has been a fantasy for a few has been hell for entire nations. Their hating us hoping. More of our buildings are collapsing. Nobody wants us to survive and definitely not thrive. Part of me died when half of my favorite people died. Why dont we just rock this bitch until another entity we collide. Live it up till avalanches decide to slide. I dont mean to sound so negative. Im living above adequate never compare my existence to the days when our nation was losing tribeS. Been fortunate compared to what these books describe. But its not all hype. Weve got an urgent condition. But how are we gonna coordinate positions if we spend our time trippin.

How do you rehabilitate a murderer?

Below are links to two stories where either one or both parents murdered their child. These events happened within a short time of each other. This type of behavior is common in the animal kingdom but should not be with highly evolved mammals like humans. I will never know what goes through a person's head when they commit acts like these. I once left my 2 year old in the car when I went inside to get take out for dinner. I was in there for 15 minutes and when I came out and realized I forgot my son I started sobbing like a baby and now 14 years later I still have not forgiven myself. I could have easily lost track of time and come out too late. I might as well have died myself if that would have happened because I would not have been able to live with myself. Luckily, it was not for that long and my son was safe although a little sweaty. He's now 16 has a 4.0 grade point average and plays high school basketball. But even as I write this I'm still disappointed in myself or that momentary lapse of thinking. In one of these stories below the mother and her live in boyfriend kill the woman's daughter. They then pack up there things and try to disappear only to be found at the train station. There was evidence of sexual assault and blunt force trauma. What kind of animal(s) can do this to a 3 year old? If you can do this to a 3 year old do you deserve to live any longer? I don't think so. How do we expect to ever evolve as a society if we leave people like this to procreate or share their ideas with others? In the other story the mother and father are arrested after the police suspect that the 5 year old was beaten and later died because of the injuries. The child woke up and complained about his eyes hurting but was told to go back to bed. In our society the people that either can't afford children or should not have children end up having the most children. While the people that can afford children or are mature enough to have children have less children. This statistic is disturbing. This is because people that can afford children only have on average 2 children. They feel that they need to give each child attention and be able to afford college for these children. On the other side of the spectrum they're having children for money. They get government assistance and they see each additional child as a revenue source. They have one child and then see how much more money they get for an additional one and it's too tempting to avoid. Instead of using government assistance for what it's intended for they use it as their crutch. It was intended to assist you through tough times not to live off of long term. Now those people have 3+ children and they can't afford them because the government assistance was meant only as a safety measure and so the kids end up insecure because they cannot afford to have the items that more fortunate children have. The parents also do not have the time to give each of these additional children the same amount of attention. All around the situation screams of insanity yet the cycle continues generation after generation. The problem long term is that individuals like the people in the articles below will be allowed to server a sentence that often is not severe enough for the crime. A child lost their life and the murderer will be allowed to re-enter society after serving a sentence. But what sentence fits the crime? How can you let a person out of prison if they murdered a child? That child never gets to breathe again yet we let the people that murder them back out into society for a retry? How is that right? The argument against capital punishment is that they get rehabilitated in prison before they re-enter society. Anyone who attempts to make this argument obviously has not been in prison or even researched the conditions in prison. Prison is a place where people do not become rehabilitated. They become conditioned to survive in an environment that is not conducive with rehabilitation. Guards often get satisfaction by placing new inmates with other inmates that they know will either sexually violate them or severely harm them. This is a game to the guards because they do not see these individuals as deserving better treatment. They also see it as their way of punishing these individuals for crimes they committed and teaching them a lesson. Now, the person that was already damaged because they murdered a child is now even more angry and hostile because they are now being tortured. I'm not having sympathy for these individuals as much as I'm trying to say 2 negatives do not equal a positive. What's more is that we put all of these murderers in the same place so that now they can actually discuss their actions with other likeminded individuals and now spend time learning new ideas. They can learn ways to avoid being caught the next time they have a chance to commit the same crimes. Now when they re-enter society they have kind of attended a university for violent criminals. They are able to use these new tricks of the trade to avoid being caught the next time. It's almost as if we used the prison system as a sort of catch and release program. My question is how we allow sick violent criminals to re-enter society when there is an extremely high likelihood that not only will they re-offend but that they will take their violent crimes to the next level. I'll never understand our lack of conviction for individuals that violate our basic codes of human decency or for the compassion that citizens give these criminals.

 

 

 

http://elcerrito.patch.com/groups/police-and-fire/p/mother--boyfriend-arrested-in-el-cerrito-on-suspicion-of-sexual-assault-homicide-of-3yearold

 

http://www.cafemom.com/articles/in_the_news/166137/parents_accused_of_brutally_killing?utm_medium=sem2&utm_campaign=prisma&utm_source=outbrain&utm_content=0&non_us=US